Well the last two days have been a blast!! on saturday JAMIE AND SHARMAINE went with me to the jessica simpson concert. it was a blast and the best part was we snuck down to the front rows and could see everything. then we saw AUSTIN he was trying to show off  for these girls and he asked us to say that jessica simpson used to babysit him and us it was funny. OMG!! and then after the concert we had car trouble so we had to sit outside the concert. well in doing so we saw the tour buses and jessica and nick and we went over to the buses and waved at them and then nick waved back. it was great!! i know it sounds corny but it was awesome. Oh and on sunday me and sharmaine went to the movies to see spider man 2. that is the best movie and its betta then the 1st one!! well thats just my opinion. well as for today it was boring just sat around the and watched t.v. well anyways im watching monsters inc. and i might go swimming later cause my life is boring as evr....lol!!

 currently watching (this is a good movie)

Today was fun i hung out with my sister and her boifreind for a lil bit and bought the most gorgeous shoes, one of them are 3 3/4 inch heel hot pink and white mesh style shoe and the other one was 4inch heel black with a silver buckle thingy on it. Then after i got done with shoe shopping i got dropped off at kyles house to hang out (and by the way kyle is a girl)with her and nikki schroeder. at first we were just lying around being teens.... then we started playing disney monopoly. yea i know kiddy stuff but when your bored and dyin for sumtin to do you dont think, and grab what evr is handy. for instance a bored gaME, get it? a bored game is sumthin you do when you are bored. lol but ne ways i just got finished watching the best movie it had my future husband brad pitt in it. OMG!! he is beyond fine and no doubt the most beautiful man ever brought into this world. All i can say is WOW! but dont get me started on how much i love brad pitt because i can go on for days and weeks and years and decades and centuries and well you get the point. lets just say i love him obsessivley too much.lol no one can say that he is a bad looking man.     

 I mean look at that face......(look at the pic.) who could resist that man. i know i cant. but lets stop talking about that shall we .now what was i saying oh yea about my day. recently i just experienced a break up and thought that it would be easy to get over the boi i formly "thought" i luved  but its not  and just thinking about him makes me want to call him and be like take me back now plz i dont care about ne thing but us. but all people want to say that to the one they are involved with, but they cant. either because they are afraid to admit it or they are ashamed to. believe it or not being afraid is very diff than being ashamed. look it up in the websters dictionary and then you ll find out the meaning and how they are different. but neways his friend just called me today and was like this boi misses you and is going crazy with out you, he is sprung or watever blah blah blah . and all i was thinking was same here im so confused! to confuse to sit here on this computer  right now and write out all the reasons why. there are to many and i dont even type fast. all i know is i take him back all the time and i wanna take him back this time but i dont know wat to do. i need help. help that cant help me. help that does not make the decision for me. but help that can direct me . direct me in the right direction. but no one can help me but my self and that is that. and there is nothing i can do about it. my life is not the interesting one you read about in other xangas its confused, so messed up. people might look at my pic on this webpage not think that i too might have sumtin to say and have thoughts but you ll never know. the life of me is unfound and no one knows me for me the real me the true me except for me and the big guy above. now that im thinkn about it today was alright it wasnt "fun" as i described it, just another day im thankful to have.     

hey everyone who is reading this, welcome to mah xanga its not very interesting because i really didnt do nething today. But lets take a recap of my day, shall we? lol to start it off when i woke up at like 1:00 pm (cause im lazy like that), then i went down stairs and ate some meatloaf for breakfast cause it was lunch time, then i sat down on the couch and watched tv all day. Well thats basically it. well enough about my day lets talk about my life. which  it is pretty boring at the moment but it gets pretty interesting sometimes. like right now im sort of in a relationship but he  the other person acts confused all the time when it comes to the hard core facts. Im no sayin ne ones  name but if you know me well you should kno who im talkin about. but neways it makes me mad sometimes not knowing what he is doin every moment, and during that every moment he could be cheating on me and well that sucks the most. it just sucks plain and simple when you dont know whats going on in your life, and you seem dumb and helpless. All my advice that goes to girls out there is dont be stupid like i was and wait around ur guy to be a man, because he will always be a boi just the rest of them. And they r all the same too, you might think yours is different but inside they are all kniving, selfish, dogs! You might think that my life right now is dealing with this hopeless boi, well its not i am a regular teen girl who is lookin for a heads up not a heads down(if you kno what i mean). Im just trying to make it in and through life the best way i can with no distractions or obligations. The sooner i get outa here the betta..lol! Well its rainin outside another sign of my dull life sittin here on the computer writing my life facts and what nots while its raining outside. (as song by Donkey in shrek 1 the movie) "Im all alone theres no one here beside me, my problems have all gone the no one here to derive me. but you gotta have freinds...." Well good bye all till next time urs truly.